My muscles hurt, my head hurts, and I am so tired. Something has got me. The worst part is, I had a whole day planned. A day with laundry and doing things for other people. A productive day. A day I liked and wanted very much. Now here I sit half asleep unable to lift anything at all. Too scared to eat much of anything. Just existing.
So I suppose I will just have to let go of plan A and move all of my remaining effort firmly into plan B, which consists of not throwing up and keeping my children alive. Not necessarily in that order.
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