My family wants to go to the movie theater this afternoon.
This is a problem. The theater has always been a trigger for panic for me. And to make things worse I have read or heard three separate stories about people vomiting in the theater in the last two days. So the tension is building for a massive panic explosion.
I am tired of my kids paying the price for my fears. I am sick of them suffering because of me. I don't know what to do. I am stuck in the house afraid to go where we said we were going to go. If I go I will be putting myself in the position for a serious mental breakdown, if we don't go the kids are going to be disappointed and sad.
It's just one of those days where I keep tripping on my crazy. This too shall pass. Ugh.
This is a problem. The theater has always been a trigger for panic for me. And to make things worse I have read or heard three separate stories about people vomiting in the theater in the last two days. So the tension is building for a massive panic explosion.
I am tired of my kids paying the price for my fears. I am sick of them suffering because of me. I don't know what to do. I am stuck in the house afraid to go where we said we were going to go. If I go I will be putting myself in the position for a serious mental breakdown, if we don't go the kids are going to be disappointed and sad.
It's just one of those days where I keep tripping on my crazy. This too shall pass. Ugh.
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